I had this bizarre dream… If there is one thing I hate, it’s cold water. Yes, when I go to the loo, I wash my hand… with cold water. That’s okay. When I drink water, I prefer it to be cold That’s okay. My shower water is always very hot, and sometimes, the last second ... continue reading
That French Girl…
Films/TV/Porn – Similar to reading about sex, watching sex can definitely influence what we think or feel sexually. Write about the films, television shows, or porn that have shaped your sexuality. I haven’t grown up with Internet, and there was absolutely no access to any porn on television back in my younger days. The most ... continue reading
Deathly Fear
What is your biggest fears? This could be spiders or heights or it might be something completely different like getting sick or never doing something you have always wanted to do. What is it that you are so scared of that you maybe you even find it hard to talk about. Since Molly mentioned it… ... continue reading
Amazing Love
To astonish is to amaze and astound. Remember that astonish means more than surprised. It carries with it a feeling of being truly impressed. Astonish derives from the Latin tonare ‘thunder.’ When you are astonished, you’re thunderstruck. ~ vocabulary.com Love is an amazing thing… I know many kinds of love. I feel many kinds of ... continue reading
Photographer and Model
The prompt for this week’s Wicked Wednesday is ‘erotic photo’, and specifically with the question: <em>If I was taking an erotic photograph of you, I would ask you to…</em> Now I will hardly ever be the one holding the camera to take an erotic photo of someone else, and even if I would happen to ... continue reading
Socializing in Red
For my February Photofest 2019 I am taking a trip down memory lane… but this is not only about February Photofest, but also about social media. Or rather, the years before the existence of Facebook and Twitter, and later Instagram and Snapchat and god only knows what other social media platforms there are, as I ... continue reading
Less Sex, Less Drive
Secondly, I think my sex drive would probably just start to erode. My lust is pretty self-sustaining, in that the more recently I have had sex, the more likely I am to want more sex. As the time passes between shags, whichever part of my brain (or my cunt) is responsible for telling me I’m ... continue reading
The Shop
She walked into the huge branch of a well know lingerie store, feeling very self-conscious. Even though she knew that it was not the case, she felt as if everyone was watching her and everyone knew the real reason for her visit to this store. To calm her nerves and to look the normal customer, ... continue reading
Never Will I Write About This
Following a post on Aurora Glory’s blog back in January 2018, 10 Things I Will NEVER Write About, I have thought about doing my own list. Okay, I have wanted to do the post shortly after I have read Aurora’s blog, but this has been sitting in my drafts folder ever since. Now, it’s finally ... continue reading
Four Symbols
On the symbolic day (to me) of 19 December 2018 at fifteen minutes before the clock struck ten that morning, I arrived at the tattoo shop. The tattoo artist wasn’t there yet, but I didn’t mind. This gave me the moments I needed to calm my nerves and have a cup of tea. There always ... continue reading
Discharged from Therapy
Today is the 20th of December 2018. This afternoon I had an appointment with my psychologist. The last. I have been discharged from therapy. In my last post about my therapy, I told you about how I was following fingers. I ended it with: I feel lighter. Different. I’m definitely holding onto this feeling… The ... continue reading
Rebel’s Top 20 of ’18
It’s nearly the end of another year. This time last year I looked back on a year of so much hardship, which — even though I hoped it wouldn’t — has carried over into 2018. However, despite Master T being physically worse now than he was in the beginning of the year, both him and ... continue reading