I should have titled this: the one that got away. No, she didn’t really get away. Our ways just parted… she got caught up in something illegal and I started my life with Master T. This woman – I will just call her S – was a dear friend for close to a year. I ... continue reading
Religion
My parents raised us with religion and we were members of the reformed church. I went through Sunday morning sermons to Sunday school afterwards and only having the Sunday afternoon to relax. Thankfully my parents never went to church twice on one day, only on Sunday mornings. As a child, I accepted what I was ... continue reading
High Rise
This photo brings back very fond memories… Back in 2012, with my 45th birthday, Master T surprised me with a night in a hotel. Never before have we slept anyplace else than at home, in our own bed. Both of us love being at home, in our own surroundings, but by then the youngest was ... continue reading
Bronzing
Fucking my bed… yes, I did that. Some of you might remember similar photos that I have posted in the past, where I showed how I fucked my bed. This is one photo that I haven’t shared yet. We have a kind of four poster bed, but not the kind with the high poles on ... continue reading
Bejeweled
My first ever buttplug was made of some kind of silicon jelly and even though I liked the feeling of it when it slid into me, I hated wearing it. Reason? It constantly slipped out and that made me feel very insecure. I never dared wearing the plug when going anywhere. The next plug was ... continue reading
Sign Language
I bet all of you, whether a long time reader of this blog or a newcomer, recognize this tattoo. I can hardly believe that I’ve had it for 4 years already, that it’s been four years since Master T and I made our official D/s commitment. I look back on the four years and see ... continue reading
Memories
When I look at this photo (and some others that were made that same day) some very good memories come flooding back. At this time I already knew Master T and was very much in love with Him, but we were not an official item yet. I used this time to get to know myself, ... continue reading
Double Up
I can’t believe it’s been almost three years ago that Master T gave me the task to find items in our household to fuck myself with and to make photos of whatever I used. I don’t know if I mentioned it in the posts back then, but I had totally misunderstood the task. He told ... continue reading
Self Love
This is another photo from the series made by a past friend, who loved to make photos of me, to watch me undress and just enjoy my nakedness. Our evenings together always started very innocently. He would make some coffee for the both of us and sometimes we even drank a second cup. All the ... continue reading
Writing Reviews
Remember I told you about the guy who loved to see me naked, loved to watch me masturbate, but never wanted any sex with me, any other than me sucking him and him not climaxing. He didn’t want to climax, because that would mean that he was cheating on his girlfriend. Seeing me naked, watching ... continue reading