Recurring Dreams

I’m crossing the street. Trying to cross the street. The other side seems so far away.…

Never blog for someone else

So many people have asked me: how do you manage to do all you do? Believe…

Denial as coping mechanism

Denial is a coping mechanism that gives you time to adjust to distressing situations — but…

I don’t suffer from social anxiety, but…

Content notice: Guilt syndrome, fear of conflict, extreme nervousness, hyperventilation. … I was bordering on the…

A motto, why?

During the evening of New Year’s Eve 2019 as I wrote my post for the first…

Seasonal Emotions

It’s twelve days before Christmas, and since a couple of days tears have been closer than…

I fucking miss my mom

Tuesday was my daughter’s 36th birthday and that was the third day in a row I…

Continuously on reset…

As I have mentioned many times on this blog before, our D/s is currently not as…

One Step Back

My regular readers will have noticed: for months now a new blog post appeared on my…

We will prevail…

Mental Health and it’s impact on your sexuality, erotic well-being, and/or sexual relationships I have written…

Overwhelming Grief

I didn’t think I would write another post about my grief after mom passed away, now…

I Hate Bullies!

Back in May 2018 (god has it really been that long?), I left an comment on…

Discharged from Therapy

Today is the 20th of December 2018. This afternoon I had an appointment with my psychologist.…

Balance(d)

It’s almost Christmas and the end of the year is fast approaching. I am incredibly busy…

Following Fingers

Why didn’t I dare to talk to my mom that last day? Why didn’t I dare…

PTSD & EMDR

Before I tell you about my last visit to the psychologist, I want to thank those…

Something’s Missing

Tomorrow I have to go to the grief counselor again. The last time was six weeks…

Pick Me Up

“The worst loneliness is to not be comfortable with yourself.” ~ Mark Twain In my years…

Disconnecting

My assignment for the third appointment with my grief counselor wasn’t to write anything, but I…

My Space

Life happens too fast around me. The last year I have battled to keep up. Battled…

Processing More

Some weeks ago I started sharing the process I am now: dealing with the grief of…

Dealing With Grief

My mom died on 12 July 2017. My mom was buried on 19 July 2017. Our…

Life… grief, depression and disability

Everyone who has followed this blog or my Twitter in the last year knows that my…

By continuing to use the site, you agree to the use of cookies. more information

The cookie settings on this website are set to "allow cookies" to give you the best browsing experience possible. If you continue to use this website without changing your cookie settings or you click "Accept" below then you are consenting to this. Please also ready the Privacy Policy

Close