I must have started this post a million times. First I wanted to write about it…
Tag: Mental Health
Christmas bows and an arrow
A couple of days ago I shared an image for the kink advent calendar, of bright…
Six things for advent
You might have noticed that I am participating in The SWC Kinky Community Advent Calendar. I…
History repeats, the good and the bad
They say history repeats itself, in that happenings of the past, seem to happen again in…
F*ck 2020, but I’m thankful too
F*ck 2020. Just fuck 2020. There, I said it. I’m upset as I write this. Upset.…
Recurring Dreams
I’m crossing the street. Trying to cross the street. The other side seems so far away.…
Never blog for someone else
So many people have asked me: how do you manage to do all you do? Believe…
Denial as coping mechanism
Denial is a coping mechanism that gives you time to adjust to distressing situations — but…
I don’t suffer from social anxiety, but…
Content notice: Guilt syndrome, fear of conflict, extreme nervousness, hyperventilation. … I was bordering on the…
Seasonal Emotions
It’s twelve days before Christmas, and since a couple of days tears have been closer than…
I fucking miss my mom
Tuesday was my daughter’s 36th birthday and that was the third day in a row I…
Continuously on reset…
As I have mentioned many times on this blog before, our D/s is currently not as…
We will prevail…
Mental Health and it’s impact on your sexuality, erotic well-being, and/or sexual relationships I have written…
Overwhelming Grief
I didn’t think I would write another post about my grief after mom passed away, now…
Discharged from Therapy
Today is the 20th of December 2018. This afternoon I had an appointment with my psychologist.…
Something’s Missing
Tomorrow I have to go to the grief counselor again. The last time was six weeks…