“I’ll get started tomorrow…”

“I’ll get started tomorrow…” What behavior or activity do you keep pushing off until tomorrow? What reasons do you use to delay the change. What if you were ordered-directed by your dominant to make the change. Would you still find valid reasons to delay it? Source Oh how many times have I told myself in ... continue reading

Hard and Cold

The bench was hard and cold. Like her heart. A sneer disfigured her beautiful lips as the words echoed in her head in a never-ending mantra. Hard and cold. Cold and hard. Lizzie’s vision blurred. Tears filled her eyes. Pain of loss had long invaded every fiber of her being. Lost. She was lost. She ... continue reading

The Story of O (18) – Give Yourself

Allow me to talk about aspects of our relationship, the fascination I have for Histoire d’O and the similarities between the two. I frequently call the movie my ‘training video’. Each time I see it, I discover more aspects of my submissive self. Continued from… The Story of O (17) – Yours Remember what I ... continue reading

Brazilian Wax Gone Wrong

For close to a year now I have gone for a Brazilian wax every four weeks, except for a break during December 2017 and January 2018. The first couple of treatments were painful, but my skin started getting used to it and the hair got less. Yes, they still hurt but definitely less than before. ... continue reading

The Story of O (17) – Yours

Allow me to talk about aspects of our relationship, the fascination I have for Histoire d’O and the similarities between the two. I frequently call the movie my ‘training video’. Each time I see it, I discover more aspects of my submissive self. Continued from… The Story of O (16) – An Alibi But I’m ... continue reading