As those who follow my blog and read most of what I write know, nowadays most of my orgasms are solo. This has everything to do with Master T’s health and the constant pain he is in. Pain that tend to consume all his energy, leaving almost nothing for anything else. By the time we ... continue reading
Cold Water
I had this bizarre dream… If there is one thing I hate, it’s cold water. Yes, when I go to the loo, I wash my hand… with cold water. That’s okay. When I drink water, I prefer it to be cold That’s okay. My shower water is always very hot, and sometimes, the last second ... continue reading
My First Love
Write a letter to your first love…or to your younger self at that time. What did you take away from that relationship? What do you remember? Are your memories happy, sad…bittersweet? How did you grow? My first love was a disaster, and with someone whom I definitely don’t want to write a letter to. It ... continue reading
Vulnerable or Weak?
By the time I started writing this post, I have read several posts on vulnerability, which have made me question my own ways with being vulnerable. Some people see it as weak to show your vulnerability, but I think it takes a strong person to be able to show it; to be able to admit ... continue reading
Menstruation Matters
I am deliberately giving my post the same name as Bee’s new meme, in order for it to get as much exposure as possible, since I feel this is an important subject to write about. Important enough for me to share my experiences, even though I haven’t menstruated for 27 years. Yes, I am almost ... continue reading
The Crown
Believe in yourself, and the rest will fall into place. Have faith in your own abilities, work hard, and there is nothing you cannot accomplish. ~ Brad Henry It’s about time I write this post. I have been thinking of the words ever since I learned that I have made the number one spot on ... continue reading
Four Symbols
On the symbolic day (to me) of 19 December 2018 at fifteen minutes before the clock struck ten that morning, I arrived at the tattoo shop. The tattoo artist wasn’t there yet, but I didn’t mind. This gave me the moments I needed to calm my nerves and have a cup of tea. There always ... continue reading
Discharged from Therapy
Today is the 20th of December 2018. This afternoon I had an appointment with my psychologist. The last. I have been discharged from therapy. In my last post about my therapy, I told you about how I was following fingers. I ended it with: I feel lighter. Different. I’m definitely holding onto this feeling… The ... continue reading
Happy New Year 2019!
When the bells ring out at midnight and you raise your glass in cheer. May your worries be few and love be grand all throughout the year. May every sunrise greet you with the gift of good health and joy; And every sunset fill your heart with peace and love. ~ Natalie Ducey HAPPY NEW ... continue reading
Reflecting & Planning
To many people December is a month of reflection. Looking back on the year that’s running out and forward to the year that’s about to start. Readers who regularly read my blog (thank you!), know that the last two years have not been easy for me. Ever since September 2016, my life has changed. It ... continue reading
Christmas 2018
What is Christmas? It is tenderness for the past, courage for the present, hope for the future. ~ Agnes M. Pahro I have come a long way this year, something for which I am eternally grateful. I had terrible moments, moments in which I wish I was dead, but here I am today, telling you ... continue reading
Fucking Delicious
On the very night I wrote Fucking Mind, something amazing happened. Looking g back on it I think that post had to be written first for me to clear my mind and be open to the onslaught on my body and mind. After that disastrous night I didn’t think I had it in me anymore. ... continue reading