I was jealous. I was needy. I wanted more. Jealous because I read about all the…
Category: D/s Journey
Being tired is no excuse
Last week on Saturday evening, I fell asleep on the couch early in the evening. Well,…
Another lesson in patience
My collar and leather handcuffs were on the bed. So were the Japanese clover clamps. I…
Thoughts on Master/Sir & sharing
On twitter, the following question was asked by murph23x : “She does not call me Sir…
Ramblings about my submission
Let me ramble… I’ve been sick. For a while now I’ve not been feeling well and…
Day 2: List your kinks
I have put my kinds in alphabetical order, as none of these kinks have more importance…
Asking permission
I’ve never asked for permission. No. That’s not entirely true. Of course I have asked my…
Don’t look at me (revisited)
On 13 March I published “Don’t look at me“. It was a blog about something that…
Day 1: Dom, sub, switch?
Question: Day 1: Dom, sub, switch? What parts of BDSM interest you? Give us an interesting…
An oath? A creed?
My Husband reads my blog. Obviously. He likes to read my fantasies and me telling about…
HNT10: Dressed as instructed
Yesterday we had an appointment. Two actually. The first appointment was meeting someone I played some…
The 30 Days of Kink
As said in my first rambling post in this ‘series’, I will use the 30 questions…
My thoughts, my feelings
I decided that I want to write down my thoughts and ‘record’ the feelings inside me.…
HNT8: Love, Submission & Commitment
Found on the internet when I searched “symbolism of BDSM symbol”: The emblem emerged in the…
Watch this space…
“Watch this space.” What do these words mean? That is an indication that a development will…
Sub Step 2 point 5
In recent posts (Being Owned – First Sub Step – First Assignment) I have started to…
HNT4: Collared and clamped
We went upstairs. He was in the room, I was in the bathroom. When I returned,…
First Sub Step
They have been talking about it for some weeks now. Is Rebel submissive? Does she want…
Being owned
(written on Sunday, 23 January 2010, before any talks between my husband and me about wanting…