Turning it up a notch?

I was jealous. I was needy. I wanted more. Jealous because I read about all the…

Being tired is no excuse

Last week on Saturday evening, I fell asleep on the couch early in the evening. Well,…

First tears

One of my daily tasks is to offer my Husband my ass cheeks for a spanking.…

Another lesson in patience

My collar and leather handcuffs were on the bed. So were the Japanese clover clamps. I…

Patience

I was impatient. Very impatient. And I told him. Why was I impatient? I’ve read about…

Thoughts on Master/Sir & sharing

On twitter, the following question was asked by murph23x : “She does not call me Sir…

E-mail & spanking

For a couple of weeks I have been thinking about it. I knew that He was…

Ramblings about my submission

Let me ramble… I’ve been sick. For a while now I’ve not been feeling well and…

Day 2: List your kinks

I have put my kinds in alphabetical order, as none of these kinks have more importance…

Asking permission

I’ve never asked for permission. No. That’s not entirely true. Of course I have asked my…

Disappointment

There was this one day when my husband sent me an email, ordering me to wear…

Don’t look at me (revisited)

On 13 March I published “Don’t look at me“. It was a blog about something that…

Day 1: Dom, sub, switch?

Question: Day 1: Dom, sub, switch? What parts of BDSM interest you? Give us an interesting…

Sick & Horny

It started in the morning. I was not feeling well. I had no idea what was…

An oath? A creed?

My Husband reads my blog. Obviously. He likes to read my fantasies and me telling about…

HNT10: Dressed as instructed

Yesterday we had an appointment. Two actually. The first appointment was meeting someone I played some…

The 30 Days of Kink

As said in my first rambling post in this ‘series’, I will use the 30 questions…

My thoughts, my feelings

I decided that I want to write down my thoughts and ‘record’ the feelings inside me.…

Don’t look at me!

We were both tired when we went upstairs to go to sleep. I have been hinting…

HNT8: Love, Submission & Commitment

Found on the internet when I searched “symbolism of BDSM symbol”: The emblem emerged in the…

Watch this space…

“Watch this space.” What do these words mean? That is an indication that a development will…

Sub Step 2 point 5

In recent posts (Being Owned – First Sub Step – First Assignment) I have started to…

On His mind…

He sent me this picture. I know this is something he would love to do. Is…

Thinking of…

© Rebel’s Notes

HNT4: Collared and clamped

We went upstairs. He was in the room, I was in the bathroom. When I returned,…

First Assignment

Last week there were a couple of days at my work that I was very horny.…

First Sub Step

They have been talking about it for some weeks now. Is Rebel submissive? Does she want…

Being owned

(written on Sunday, 23 January 2010, before any talks between my husband and me about wanting…