Porn habits… what are mine?

An image of a mobile phone with a naked woman, to go with my post about porn habits.

I have never really stopped to really think about my porn habits. I watch porn, occasionally, and yes, I have my preferences, but what exactly are my porn habits?

The kind of porn I like

If I look at my preferences when it comes to porn, I think it’s easier to list the things I don’t like, than the things I do. Just like with music, movies and books, I also like a wide variety of porn ‘genres’. Where I do like to watch porn with BDSM in it, it shouldn’t be too harsh, making me cringe away from the scene and not seeing any eroticism in it. Also, one thing I can’t bear to watch on the screen, is when a penis ejaculates. Whether it’s just an aerial cum shot, or climaxing on the body or in the mouth of their sex partner, I just can’t watch it. What I do like to watch is anything where I can see myself being one of the individuals in the scene.

How often do I watch porn?

It actually varies how often I look at porn. Sometimes I do so once a week — mostly together with Master T — and sometimes months go by when I don’t look at porn at all. It all depends on the circumstances. When I watch with Master T, it’s mostly when both of us are already horny. We see the first minutes of the movie, and then continue to concentrate on each other, with the moving images on the screen as a nice backdrop.

When I watch porn alone, it’s also always when I am horny, and just need something to excite me even more, and make my orgasm that more intense.

Watching with a partner

I can’t remember who the first person was I watched porn with. For many, many years, I have always felt shame when I watch porn with a partner. I think much of that had to do with upbringing — that you are ‘not allowed’ to watch porn, because it’s ‘filthy and bad’. With Master T I feel much more at ease watching, as long as the sound isn’t on, or very low. I detest the fake moaning in most porn movies, and thankfully, so does Master T. All those sounds they make result in is to make my horny feelings totally disappear.

Realistic or fantasy?

I touched on this above — I need to see porn where I can imagine myself to be one of the individuals on the screen. I prefer the reality to the fantasy. Watching the scenes on the screen, I want to almost feel it happening to me too. Watching someone get fingered, I tap into my memory and imagine it happening to me. Anal sex? A sensual massage? Spanking? Being a patient and being examined? When I can relate to something, my own imagination in combination with the moving images on the screen, pushes me to an orgasm quite quickly.

Making our own porn

There was a time when Master T made some porn clips of me and uploaded them to the Internet. He loves looking at moving images of me, as much as he loves looking at my photos. It excites him immensely. Me? Not so much. Sometimes I like seeing video clips of myself, but mostly I prefer not to look at it, as I feel far too self-conscious.

Now I have to say the last time we made our own porn clip is so long ago, and in the meantime I have gone through this self-accepting phase. Maybe if we make new porn clips, I might just feel more positive about it. I think much of my not wanting to see myself moving on the screen was because I saw too many of my flaws, and too little of my own enjoyment.

My favorite porn clip

I have written about my favorite porn clip before, about a French girl. This clip gets me every time I see it. If there is one scene I would’ve loved to have gone through when I was younger, this is it. Damn, I can still imagine myself in a situation like this, even though I am in no way a young girl anymore. But to be ‘tested’ like this, to be ‘judged’ like this, and to just let things happen and be done like they are in this clip… yes… I can totally put myself in that French girl’s place.

Where that is my absolute favorite porn clip, whenever I search for porn, I have three search terms I enter, depending on my mood. Those are: ‘anal fingering’, ‘(anal) massage’ and ‘doctor and patient’.

What are my porn habits?

I guess I do have a couple of porn habits after all:

  • I want to feel like I can be one of the characters on the screen.
  • I watch porn when I am horny and not to get horny.
  • I prefer to watch porn without sound.
  • I’ll rather watch porn than making my own.

© Rebel’s Notes
Image from Pixabay


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18 thoughts on “Porn habits… what are mine?

  1. Wonderful post – I too like to watch porn where I can image myself – or my man – in the actual scene.
    Interesting finding out your search terms. One of mine is anal…
    May xx

  2. This is really interesting. I don’t watch porn as it seems to do nothing for me but then I read about what others enjoy and feel that I am missing out and that maybe I should try again. I love the thought of enjoying it. Maybe I just need to try harder? Missy x

    1. And sometimes those things others enjoy, might just not be something for you. I wouldn’t ‘force’ myself to watch porn, were I you, Missy 😉 xox

  3. Great post, Marie! I enjoy porn sometimes, by myself or with my Daddy. When I am by myself, I like to turn the sound off too. I’d rather play out my own dialogue as often, the dialogue is unconvincing and just flat ruins it for me. Sometimes though, with spanking porn, I will leave just enough volume on to be able to hear the smacking sounds. I tried to view your French clip but when it takes you to the site, it has been flagged, unfortunately.

    Happy porn viewing!
    XOXO,
    nora

    1. Oh I get why you want to hear those smacking sounds. And darn, I am sad to read the video has been flagged. I just checked, and saw. Maybe it’s been flagged because consent wasn’t obvious in the video, or they thought her not old enough. Although to me she looked somewhere in her early twenties. Damn, now I can’t even watch my favorite porn clip of all times anymore!!!
      Enjoy your porn 😉 xox
      PS: I updated the link…

  4. Fascinating reading Marie … particularly about making your own! LOL !!!

    But, seriously, I think you would find it empowering … though I know we all have different views and emotions on this most emotive of subjects.

    Xxx – K

    1. Maybe it will get easier to make my own porn, now I am so much more positive about my body than I was before. Time will tell 🙂 xox

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