A lovely reminder of how
change can truly be.
So many changes happened in the past two months.
I look at my life before our weekend in Camden – the weekend it was announced our country would go into semi lock-down – and I compare it to what my life is like now, I see so much change. Change can be scary, and I normally don’t do well with change. This time, though, the change has done me good. Not immediately, as I started having panic attacks, but gradually I started to see the positive side of the change.
It has brought me peace. It has forced me to step out of the rat race. It has reminded me of the things that are important. Things I didn’t see anymore, or rather, thing I had forgotten about, because I was too consumed with joining the race around me. Not anymore. I am thankful for this change, as it saved me from myself, saved me from the abyss I have been heading for. It made me grow in a way I didn’t know I needed. Sometimes change indeed can be such a beautiful thing!
I look back at the past two months, and am thankful for the changes that have been forced on me, as it made me return to the here and now, made me be more mindful of the life I live, the person I am, my core values.
© Rebel’s Notes