Since this is a subject of Kink of the week that is revisited, I have obviously written about panties before, and also about dirty panties. In those posts I have come to the conclusion that I don’t have a fetish for knickers (panties), and I have said over and over again that I don’t like dirty panties.
For the sake of this post I want to focus on my wearing panties.
Where I still own all those beautiful panties I did years ago, I don’t wear them. I had them sent over from the US from Victoria’s Secret and just don’t want to get rid of them. In the past years I have reverted to wearing black underwear. Maybe once in three months I would wear something light-colored, but mostly I wear black — black knickers, black bra, all basic. I love it. I don’t have to think about pairing things, don’t have to think about which color I would wear today… it’s just so easy.
Lately though, I have been thinking about my knickers. You see, it’s been quite some time now (honestly since the yummy things were in the shops about two months before Christmas) that I noticed my knickers slipping down over the roundness of my belly. I. Hate. That. Not because they slip down, but the feeling. I have been thinking of buying a bigger size but on the other hand I am going to the gym again and know my knickers will soon fit ‘properly’ again.
But I cannot shake this feeling that I want to have new knickers. Knickers with lace. Knickers with nice prints. Yes, I have those, but they don’t fit. I want knickers with prints that fit.
I think we all go through phases in our lives, and I think I am slowly coming to the end of my ‘black’ period. Not where clothes are concerned, because I have mostly been in black for about 30 years now (not goth, just black) and that will not change anytime soon, if ever. But, I am thinking about wearing lacy things under my clothes. Sexy lacy things. Things that make me feel pretty.
No, that’s not the right way to say it. I am in a phase where I am more accepting of my body than I have ever been in my life, and suddenly I want to adorn it with pretty things. I have even been thinking of going to a special lingerie shop and instead of doing what I always do — run in, try to be invisible, grab things I think/know will fit, pay and run out again — to have a proper fitting of not only knickers, but also my bra. I’m thinking about this, but whether I will eventually do it remains to be seen. I easily find that things are too expensive…
So, until I decide what to do, I will just keep on wearing my practical black knickers, and will enjoy to look at them paired with my practical black bra!
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