As I sit here, an hour before midnight, knowing I have to get up early in the morning, my mind keeps hovering on one thought: I am happy. It’s been ages since I was able to say that for the last time. Gradually my will to live, my joy in life is returning, despite the mental difficulties I am going through. There will be a post to update you on the new step that is about to be set. But, despite those difficulties, and thanks to things moving in some kind of ‘right’ direction, I feel happiness returning. And you know what? It’s a relief to feel this. It makes me feel guilty, but just a tiny bit. A tiny bit, because I know my mom would have wanted nothing less than for me to be happy. I wish in life I have told her how deep my love for her is, my gratitude, how much she really meant to me. But I don’t think I would ever have been able to understand that while she was alive, or to express that to her.
Bottom line is, somewhere shimmers of happiness are seeping through to the surface, and I am relieved to feel it.
On to my choices for the past week…
A beautifully written story, dealing with being used, is Hannah’s Today and Yesterday and Today and Tomorrow. It might make you feel some discomfort, but I am sure you will love it too.
I have always been a lover of anal sex and I still enjoy anal stimulation. Reading Submissy’s post about The Anal Twister, I felt this incredible urge to do anal again. If no one else is going to do it for me, I just have to do it myself, right? (written with a smile)
I know, I know… another image of The Other Livvy, but with only four weeks to go before she reaches full term with her pregnancy, her body is getting more beautiful by the day, and her image for the prompt ‘transmogrification’ is just brilliant!
When I saw the November prompt for Sinful Sunday, I knew Molly would have a brilliant image and I wasn’t mistaken. I mean, if you look at her image Unwelcome things, you just get the chills, right?
Kilted Wookie’s Before and After image is just brilliant. It made me lean closer to the screen to see just how this has been done, and I do have an idea, but this edit is just so good!
Prompts are a great way to inspire you to a new post, whether they have prompts or not. These are the ones currently running:
|Meme||Prompt||Date(s) to link|
|Masturbation Monday||Week 219 (Petra Pan)||9 to 13 November 2018|
|Wicked Wednesday||Prompt #337: Control||10 to 15 November 2018|
|Food for Thought Friday||#73 – Keeping It Casual||9 to 15 November 2018|
|Friday Flash||No. 30 — Abstract
No. 31 — Boudoir
|3 to 11 November 2018
11 to 18 November 2018
|#FantasySmutFriday||Week 5 — “Make me. I dare you.”||9 to 16 November 2018|
|Sinful Sunday||Prompt to follow||2 December 2018|
|Kink of the week||Female Domination||1 to 16 November 2018|
|Elust #113||Elust submissions September||1 to 8 December 2018|
Prompt 336 for Wicked Wednesday was ‘Scent’ for which 26 posts were linked. The top 3 was done by F Dot Leonora and she chose:
Only two weeks remain for the writers to complete the final assignment of the Smut Marathon 2018, and I am incredibly excited to see what stories they come up with. On the 25th of November the final voting round of the Smut Marathon 2018 will open and a week later, the winner of the first edition of the marathon will be known. People, I am excited! Not only to know who the winner is, but also because there will be an anthology with a collection of the best stories. More to follow…
Tips & tricks
Do you want to start a sex blog but something is still holding you back? Amy Norton is sharing Five Great Reasons to Start Your Sex Blog. I’m sure after reading this, you will be more than ready to just take the step and start your blog!
Last but not least
I have been meaning to get a remembrance tattoo for mom’s passing forever, and this week finally I went to a new tattoos shop (in our little town) to talk about a design. I am SO happy with what the lady has drawn for me, and I promise, there will be a post about it, as there will be a post about my recent visit to the psychologist. It was a good visit. Looking back on this week, it was a good one, and not only because it was the start of our three-week vacation.
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