Do You Still Know How?

I was already in bed before Master T, as is our usual routine. There was no need for me to do anything about an orgasm, as I had already had one earlier that day. The day before I had mentioned to Master T that I have orgasms, and he asked me if I was even allowed; whether I have asked his permission.

“You gave me permission, some months ago,” I said, surprised and happy because of his question.
“Did I?”
“Yes, not in so many words, but you did. You wanted me to have an orgasm when I needed it, because of your low libido.”
“Ah,” he said with a reassuring smile, “then it’s fine.”
With this, he yet again gave me permission for my orgasms, knowing I want to try having one every day of the #30DayOrgasmFun.
“Of course, you can help me with my orgasm every day?” I tried.
“We’ll see.”

His libido is definitely not where it should be yet, so at that moment I knew I would have most of the orgasms for the challenge by myself. I didn’t mind that, because, as I said somewhere else, I am patient and don’t want to push him.

So there I was, the day after our conversation, in bed. Master T joined me moments later, and as he lay back against the pillows, he said: “My balls are itching…”
For moments the sentence hung between us, before all I could say was “oh?”

You see, those words are not unfamiliar to me. Many times those words have been the beginning of sex, where I would lie with my head om his shoulder and scratch his balls through his underpants with my long nails. I would feel him grow harder and harder under my fingers, while waiting for him to decide what will happen next.
“I cannot scratch them myself because that doesn’t help.”
This made me laugh and soon I was on my side, my head on his shoulder, his arm around me and I started softly scratching his balls, running my nails up and down and sometimes more up than down. Slowly he started to grow hard. Harder.

He used his free hand to fondle my nipple and I thought the next thing would be him fingering me before I probably straddle him for a fuck.

“Do you still know how to suck?”
I smiled and immediately said: “I have no idea!”
“Then I think you better try it and find out.”
I pulled his pants down, took his hard cock in my hand and into my mouth. The familiar soft skin around his hardness touched the insides of my mouth. I breath in deep, smelling him and his arousal. It was not only a deep breath, but a sigh. A sigh of relief, a sigh of content, a deep feeling of peace. This was one more step to us healing.

For several minutes I kept my hand still and only used my mouth to pleasure him. I wanted this to last as long as possible and I knew the combination of my hand and mouth would push him over the edge far too quickly. There’s a gentle balance though, as sometimes only my mouth would be enough. I focused not only on my task, but on his breathing, his body. When shivers started to run through his body, I knew he was getting closer. It was time to use my hand. My hand followed my mouth and my mouth followed my hand. His body shook more and a thought nestled in my head: I love that I can pleasure him like this.

His come filled my mouth, spurt after spurt. I waited until he quieted down before I swallowed. Even with his cock still in my mouth there was a huge smile on my face, which grew even bigger when he said: “Yes, you still know.”

Yes, even after more than a year of not doing it, I still knew how.

© Rebel’s Notes

The A to Z Blogging Challenge
The Letter H

In this fifth year of participating in the A to Z Blogging Challenge, I am taking words from my regular post starting with the letter of the day, and looking at the meaning of those words. Today is for words starting with ‘H’ and I have chosen to look at ‘happy’, ‘healing’ & ‘help’.


When you are delighted or pleased, you are happy. Being happy or feeling happy is a good feelng, a feeling of content, a feeling that generally makes you smile.
Other synonyms are: joyful, cheerful, merry, satisfied.


This is the act or process of getting back to better physical or mental health.


To help someone is to give what is necessary to complete a task or satisfy some kind of need. You assist someone else in their task or make it easier for them, by helping them with parts of it.

© Rebel’s Notes

10 thoughts on “Do You Still Know How?

  1. So beautiful !! I learned years ago how to properly manage a mans cock so as to prolong the beauty of it’s erect state thus adding to the pleasure of both of us. (Ms. K)

  2. I cannot stop smiling. I am so happy for you both, and I love that you *both* were able to find out that you still remember how. (((HUGS)))

  3. As usual you’ve written this so well. I’m glad Master T has given his approval for 30daysofmasturbatiionfun and if you get to show off your skills for him it seems like a fair deal.
    AIso, it’s made me wonder, is it like a riding a bike, something you never forget?

  4. Rebel this is beautiful. Sucking our partner’s cock – especially our master’s cock – is so intimate and submissive. For me it instantly puts me in my place – the place I most want to be. I’m so happy for you, that you and MT connected in this way ♥️

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