During my almost six years of blogging I have come across women who sell their dirty panties and actually have quite a good running business doing so. Even though I totally understand and respect that there are people out there who love dirty panties, this is just not my kink.
When I saw the prompt and immediately dismissed it in my head as not interesting, I was curious to understand just why this is not my kink. It is not that I don’t like the smell of a pussy. In fact, the musky smell can be incredibly exciting, and I know that there are many people out there who go crazy for it. There are even some companies that subtly work the scent into lotions meant to heighten the libido of partners and have quite some success with it. The smell of a pussy is something wonderful, but not if it’s attached to underwear. Then I don’t like it.
I think my dislike of dirty panties go way back to my childhood. I was one of the unfortunate few to contract the candida ‘virus’ at a very young age. Just like herpes, once you have candida, it never leaves your body. I was five when I had my first vaginal infection and believe me, I had many of those long before I was an adult. One of the telltale signs that a woman has a vaginal infection, is a yellowy discharge in her panties. I have learned to hate those and still check my panties e-v-e-ry time I go to the loo. Back when I was a teenager and young adult I used to feel dirty and ashamed when I had a vaginal infection. I don’t anymore.
Master T has taught me not to be ashamed. The way he taught me was simply to accept that vaginal infections are something that is part of me. I don’t get them a lot, but I do. I have learned to recognize things that start them, such as sex toys made of the ‘wrong’ material, certain kinds of condoms and rough sex. Some of those things I can avoid, but something like rough sex cannot be avoided. Or rather, I don’t want to avoid it. Then I just take incredibly good care of my pussy after that and mostly I can avoid an infection.
Okay, back to dirty panties…
I love panties, but I prefer them to be clean. I will never smell dirty panties of someone else, and I would die of shame if someone smelled mine. I would be so afraid that I ‘stink’ and that I nauseate them. I know these fears are ridiculous, but I just can’t help it.
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