Thoughts & Musings

Desire, pleasure, want and need

I tilt my head back, my eyes closed but hidden behind my sunglasses, and cherish the warmth of the sun on my cheeks. The voices around me are but a…

Mental Health

Music as therapy

This evening I had a massage. While I lay there on the table, I tried to push all thoughts from my mind, and just relax — god, I needed that…

Physical Health

Libido taking a backseat

Almost a year ago, in May 2020, I wrote about my sex drive being gone. After years of not having sex much, my libido had dwindled and eventually sort of…

The first signs of menopause

There is a whole list of symptoms of menopause, but since we are all individuals, not all of the female bodies get the same symptoms. Being no scientist, I believe…

Photographer & Model

He watches me undress

My moves are deliberate and slow, while I savor the feeling of him running his eyes over my body while I undress. Each piece of clothing falls to the floor.…

Sexy & Kinky Things

Marie and her camera

Take the footpath, not the highway

If life were a highway, I would still look for the footpath, for walking that, I would learn about us, enjoying the extra time to do so. ~ Tom Althouse…

What’s in Santa’s sack?

What’s in Santa’s sack? – Have a number of toys hidden and chose one randomly to play with either on your own or have someone chose one for you or…

Our D/s journey

Patience is a virtue

The word patience always makes me smile. I am not a very patient person. When it’s been decided to do something, whether only by me or between me and Master…

Photos by Master T.

Blogging Matters

The Blogable Fiction Marathon

For several years, I organized the Smut Marathon — four years for the Dutch writing community and then for the English community in 2018 and 2019. Yes, I also did…

Memes move to new homes

Sometimes, you walk around for months with a vague idea in your heads, knowing you have to do something, but you’re not quite sure what. Then, totally out of the…

Product reviews