permission

Permission, sort of…

As I have mentioned here before, Master T is not well. It all started with his leg in September 2016 and progressed to a point where in December 2016 he started having panic attacks and hyperventilated almost 24 hours a day. He couldn’t go to his work anymore as driving became to dangerous, but thankfully Read More

Story of O

The Story of O (11) – Liberating

Allow me to talk about aspects of our relationship, the fascination I have for Histoire d’O and the similarities between the two. I frequently call the movie my ‘training video’. Each time I see it, I discover more aspects of my submissive self. Continued from… The Story of O (10) – Eyes The chains and Read More

The Story of O

The Story of O (10) – Eyes

Allow me to talk about aspects of our relationship, the fascination I have for Histoire d’O and the similarities between the two. I frequently call the movie my ‘training video’. Each time I see it, I discover more aspects of my submissive self. Continued from… The Story of O (9) – Ownership     You Read More

Histoire d'O - Ownership

The Story of O (9) – Ownership

Allow me to talk about aspects of our relationship, the fascination I have for Histoire d’O and the similarities between the two. I frequently call the movie my ‘training video’. Each time I see it, I discover more aspects of my submissive self. Continued from… The Story of O (8) – Giving & Wanting Offering Read More

Histoire d'O - Wanted

The Story of O (8) – Giving & Wanting

Allow me to talk about aspects of our relationship, the fascination I have for Histoire d’O and the similarities between the two. I frequently call the movie my ‘training video’. Each time I see it, I discover more aspects of my submissive self. Continued from… The Story of O (7) – Obey O felt soiled Read More

Histoire d'O - Obey

The Story of O (7) – Obey

Allow me to talk about aspects of our relationship, the fascination I have for Histoire d’O and the similarities between the two. I frequently call the movie my ‘training video’. Each time I see it, I discover more aspects of my submissive self. Continued from… The Story of O (6) – Sweet Terror “Obey!” The Read More

Histoire d'O - charm and terror

The Story of O (6) – Sweet Terror

Allow me to talk about aspects of our relationship, the fascination I have for Histoire d’O and the similarities between the two. I frequently call the movie my ‘training video’. Each time I see it, I discover more aspects of my submissive self. Continued from… The Story of O (5) – To Be Used O Read More

Histoire d'O - knees

The Story of O (5) – To Be Used

Allow me to talk about aspects of our relationship, the fascination I have for Histoire d’O and the similarities between the two. I frequently call the movie my ‘training video’. Each time I see it, I discover more aspects of my submissive self. Continued from… The Story of O (4) – Tears This scene in Read More

grounded

A Grounding Need

This: “Those that know me call me a masochist but I’m not sure… I like the endorphin rush and being able to take what’s given but I’m scared of the pain. Scared that it will hurt in a way that I can’t take.” This echoes exactly what I feel about pain, how I experience it Read More

Histoire d'O - tears

The Story of O (4) – Tears

Allow me to talk about aspects of our relationship, the fascination I have for Histoire d’O and the similarities between the two. I frequently call the movie my ‘training video’. Each time I see it, I discover more aspects of my submissive self. Continued from… The Story of O (3) – Always There After O Read More