Favorite Porn

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I have written about porn on my blog a couple of times before, the first time back in 2010 when I still referred to myself in the third person and the last time I answered to a Wicked Wednesday prompt on porn.

When I read the first post, a thought popped up: I cannot watch porn unless I am horny.
Then I read the second post, and saw that I have mentioned the same thing there.

I have to be turned on to watch porn.

Porn in itself doesn’t turn me on.

If I am not horny and I put on a porn movie or porn clip, it will not make me become horny. It will only be boring. I love watching porn, but only to enhance my horniness.

Why is this, I wonder? Why does porn in itself not turn me on?

Allow me to ramble…

Maybe it has something to do with my upbringing, that I had been taught that it is wrong to watch porn and that when I saw something ‘porn-ish’ I had to it on the sly. No one was to know that I was watching porn, because it was wrong. And because it was wrong, I watched short pieces, but I only watched them when I was already horny and to help push me ‘over the edge’ so to speak. I still do it that way, even sometimes the ‘watching on the sly’ part of it, as I never speak out when I am horny. I sometimes hint, but I never just tell Master T.

If it doesn’t have anything to do with my upbringing, why is it then that porn doesn’t excite me? I have never seen a porn movie from beginning to end. I have tried many times. The times I tried, when I was not horny, I was bored senseless by the time the first sex scene started and turned the movie off to go to sleep maybe halfway through it. The times when I watched and I was horny already, I never even made it to halfway through the movie as by then I would be fucking and not interested in the movie anymore, especially once I had my orgasm(s).

Up to now I have never seen an porn movie that could keep my attention from beginning to end, and believe me, I have tried. I much prefer clips of porn. It all depends on the mood I am in what I want to see, but my favorites are:

  • anal sex
  • double penetration
  • massage turning into sex
  • gynecological exams involving a speculum

Even though those are my favorites, there’s no way I can watch a full porn movie on any of these. As said, it will just bore me. A clip of maximum ten minutes is more than enough to enhance any orgasm I was going to have anyway.

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2 thoughts on “Favorite Porn

  1. I’m with you on this, I need to be in the right frame of mind before I consume porn and like you a full movie would send me off to sleep. I much prefer a starting point to trigger my own mind.

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