After dedicating February Photofest 2017 to the history of my seven years of blogging, I decided to do the A-Z Blogging Challenge 2017 in a similar way. Similar, not the same.
When I see the word ‘rubber’, the first thing I think about is condoms. Fifteen months ago I wrote a post about condoms and in it I said that I have never put a condom on a cock. Now, fifteen months later, the status is still the same. I have still not put a condom on a cock.
I sometimes think about it, wondering when who the first man will be that expects me to ‘condomize’ his member. How will that go? Will I chicken out and tell him that he could better do it himself? Or will I take the condom and attempt to do it? And if I do, will I make an ass of myself? Will I even manage to properly put the condom on? When these thoughts go around in my head I keep on coming back to the same conclusion: it’s better for the man to put the condom on himself.
With playdates we had before, all the men put on the condoms themselves. And, as far as I can remember, they all always brought their own condoms. The Traveler even once forgot the condoms.
Something else I think about when I see the word ‘rubber’ is actual rubber. And then I mean rubber clothing. I absolutely love to look at images of people wearing rubber clothing, but even only the idea of me wearing something like that, totally freaks me out. For as long as I can remember, I have always been a person who gets it hot quite quickly and when I do, even in the midst of winter, I will take off my coat or jersey to cool down. Being confined in rubber clothing is not at all appealing to me. Something else is that I think rubber clothing confines your movements, and that is another thing that will send me in a panic. I might be totally mistaken about rubber clothing though? It might just be that it is soft and one can easily move in it, but I still think it will be far too warm to wear it.
I will just stick with the other kinds of rubber – condoms – and maybe one day a man wll allow me to use up a whole pack of condoms to practice putting a condom on. Then again, I would rather have a man to use up the pack of condoms, putting on one after the other as he fucks me over and over again!
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