Gangbang

Ejaculate on my breast

After dedicating February Photofest 2017 to the history of my seven years of blogging, I decided to do the A-Z Blogging Challenge 2017 in a similar way. Similar, not the same.

One thing that have been intriguing me for as long as I can remember, is a gangbang. It really is something I would love to experience, but on the other hand I wonder if I would really have the guts to do it. I close my eyes and I see myself standing in front of several men, naked and vulnerable and ready to be used. I don’t know if I will be able to handle that. I might just die a million deaths.

However, if I change just one detail of what I see when I close my eyes, I think it will be easier for me to handle a gangbang… I close my eyes and I see myself naked on a bed, several men standing naked around the bed, aroused and wanting to use me. Now, that image makes it easier for me and I think I will feel less self-conscious.

Add one more detail to that last image and all self-consciousness disappaears… I close my eyes and I see myself naked on a bed, arms and legs tied to the bedposts and several men standing naked around the bed, aroused and wanting to use me. The idea that I have no choice, even though I know I do, makes the gangbang even hotter to me and takes away any uncertainty I might have about my own role in it.

My role? To just offer my body to the men standing around me and who want to use me. To allow them to use me in every hole. To fuck me where and how they want. To be the object of their desire. To feel their semen filling the holes they are using. I know Master T has this image of several men climaxing onto my body, but this is something I am not so sure of. But, who knows, once in a tied up position and being used by several men, I might not mind as much anymore when my body is covered in their come.

Like I said, I have talked about gangbangs before and it has even featured on my #fucketlist. It’s a fantasy I have had many times before and might have many times in future. I don’t know if this fantasy will ever become reality, but even if it doesn’t, the images in my mind already give me a lot of pleasure. Then again, thinking of this fantasy of mine, I really want to make it into reality. And then I start doubting myself again… shouldn’t it just be a fantasy?

See my dilemma when it comes to gangbangs?

A to Z Challenge 2017

© Rebel’s Notes

2 thoughts on “Gangbang

  1. S/sleter says:

    Sometimes I have this fantasy too, from a male perpective.
    I wonder if I would be aroused at the supreme moment.
    Maybe I should just try it once…

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