For this year’s A-Z Challenge I decided to focus on things that I have come across during our 5 years of active kink, and share my experiences and things I have learned, my opinion or things I am curious about. In each post I am using an image that has been used on my blog before, with a link to the original post.
Continued from… S is for Sadism & More
I love talking, but I tend to talk at the wrong moments. Here I don’t mean when I am in the company of others in a bar or a restaurant, or at my work or even just with the family. No, I mean talking during a session when I am supposed to keep my mouth shut. When I feel happy or nervous, I talk. When we are in a session and I am happy and excited, I talk. I cannot tell you how many times I have talked at the wrong times, which have earned me a couple of slaps on my ass, or an extra couple of strikes with the cane, or even a gag in my mouth!
Talking during sex is something totally different. During sex I am quiet. I am not one to whisper sweet nothings in your ear during sex or to tell you what I want to do to you, or want you to do to me. During sex, I am just not a talker. There was a time when I made absolutely no sound at all during sex. Not so much as a moan passed my lips, until the person I was with back then told me it irritated him, that I should let him know whether I liked what he was doing or not. It took a while before it came naturally, but after that I never stopped moaning during sex. However, I still don’t really talk. Only sometimes, but very rarely, I would say what I want, but by then I am SO horny and needy that words tumble from my lips.
A tack bra is a bra with an insert of leather or thicker cloth with a large number of thumbtacks pressed into it. When you put the bra on, the thumbtacks press against your breasts and nipples. I have no idea if this constant sensation is painful or not, but this definitely is something I would like to try, if only to determine what the sensations is like. I guess if this is painful, this can be used as a torture device.
This is something else I am quite curious about, but I don’t really know why. I guess I just want to experience what it feels like to have my thumbs immobilized. Maybe it would be a good thing to try this with bondage tape before we actually buy thumb cuffs. Then again, having a set of thumb cuffs to use for images will be quite cool!
I don’t have a lot of experience with throat fucking, but it is something I would like to try more. There was a time when Master T and I tried it, to see how deep I could take him into my mouth and how long I could keep him there, even if he pressed against the back of my throat. I cannot remember why we stopped with it, maybe because of my ankle.
I imagine myself on the edge of a bed, my head backwards and a man fucking my throat, but I know I still have a long way to go before I will be able to do this without too much discomfort. I have to learn to stay calm and to breathe through my nose, instead of panicking when I start to gag. Someone once gave me the advice to pretend I am yawning, but even though I have tried that, I still gagged. I guess I just need a lot more practice to get this sort of perfected.
To be continued… U is for Uniform & More
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