G is for Gangbang & More

For this year’s A-Z Challenge I decided to focus on things that I have come across during our 5 years of active kink, and share my experiences and things I have learned, my opinion or things I am curious about. In each post I am using an image that has been used on my blog before, with a link to the original post.

Continued from… F is for Fisting & More

Gangbang

This is one of my fantasies: to be part of a gangbang. I fantasize about it quite a lot, either being one of two women who are fucked by many men, or the only woman who is being used by four or five men. The idea of just surrendering to the men and letting them use every hole any way they want, is something that I would really want to experience. But… yes, there is a but… I am also scared to really live this fantasy of mine. What if I cannot handle it? What if it becomes too much and I don’t know how to end it. Okay, I know that if this happens it will be in a setting where Master T will be present and I can use my safeword to end it, but still there are doubts in my mind whether this shouldn’t just stay a fantasy for the rest of my life…

Gags

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Original post: First Time Gagged
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I am not a fan of gags. We have two ball gags, a bit gag and a spider gag and I like none of them. I always tend to gag because I forget to breathe through my nose and I don’t like the drooling at all. However, Master T loves using the gags. Not so much to keep me silent, but to see me helpless, to see me drooling. And I have to admit, the drooling has made for some intense pictures in the past.

Good Girl

There is something magical about being called ‘good girl’. I love to hear the words and can honestly day that they literally melt me. I tend to want to do everything right. Everything Master T expects of me, that is. I am not one to go against the rules or to challenge him in any way. If he expects something of me, I do what he wants. This might sound boring, but being a good girl is what works for me. This doesn’t mean that Master T calls me a good girl every day, because that will get incredibly boring and the words won’t be special anymore. No, I prefer it the way Master T does it – to call me good girl when he wants. It sometimes happens that other men call me a good girl and that those words don’t have the same effect on me as when they are spoken by Master T. I guess it depends on the situation I am in, whether the words will have effect or not.

Golden Showers

Years ago I knew someone – a man – who had two female playmates and they loved to give each other golden showers. He told me how they drank lots of water during the day and then when they met each other in the evening, the urinated over each other in the bath. That’s the short version of what he told me. One thing both Master T and I have agreed upon from very early in our relationship, is the fact that we will never engage in this kind of play. This is just not our thing and a hard limit for both of us. Oh we joke about it sometimes, but that doesn’t mean that we don’t respect that this is a kink of others, and that they enjoy doing it. The fact that this isn’t our kink doesn’t mean we judge anyone who has this as a kink.

To be continued… H is for Humiliation & More

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