G is for Gangbang & More

For this year’s A-Z Challenge I decided to focus on things that I have come across during our 5 years of active kink, and share my experiences and things I have learned, my opinion or things I am curious about. In each post I am using an image that has been used on my blog before, with a link to the original post.

Continued from… F is for Fisting & More

Gangbang

This is one of my fantasies: to be part of a gangbang. I fantasize about it quite a lot, either being one of two women who are fucked by many men, or the only woman who is being used by four or five men. The idea of just surrendering to the men and letting them use every hole any way they want, is something that I would really want to experience. But… yes, there is a but… I am also scared to really live this fantasy of mine. What if I cannot handle it? What if it becomes too much and I don’t know how to end it. Okay, I know that if this happens it will be in a setting where Master T will be present and I can use my safeword to end it, but still there are doubts in my mind whether this shouldn’t just stay a fantasy for the rest of my life…

Gags

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Original post: First Time Gagged
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I am not a fan of gags. We have two ball gags, a bit gag and a spider gag and I like none of them. I always tend to gag because I forget to breathe through my nose and I don’t like the drooling at all. However, Master T loves using the gags. Not so much to keep me silent, but to see me helpless, to see me drooling. And I have to admit, the drooling has made for some intense pictures in the past.

Good Girl

There is something magical about being called ‘good girl’. I love to hear the words and can honestly day that they literally melt me. I tend to want to do everything right. Everything Master T expects of me, that is. I am not one to go against the rules or to challenge him in any way. If he expects something of me, I do what he wants. This might sound boring, but being a good girl is what works for me. This doesn’t mean that Master T calls me a good girl every day, because that will get incredibly boring and the words won’t be special anymore. No, I prefer it the way Master T does it – to call me good girl when he wants. It sometimes happens that other men call me a good girl and that those words don’t have the same effect on me as when they are spoken by Master T. I guess it depends on the situation I am in, whether the words will have effect or not.

Golden Showers

Years ago I knew someone – a man – who had two female playmates and they loved to give each other golden showers. He told me how they drank lots of water during the day and then when they met each other in the evening, the urinated over each other in the bath. That’s the short version of what he told me. One thing both Master T and I have agreed upon from very early in our relationship, is the fact that we will never engage in this kind of play. This is just not our thing and a hard limit for both of us. Oh we joke about it sometimes, but that doesn’t mean that we don’t respect that this is a kink of others, and that they enjoy doing it. The fact that this isn’t our kink doesn’t mean we judge anyone who has this as a kink.

To be continued… H is for Humiliation & More

© Rebel’s Notes

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7 thoughts on “G is for Gangbang & More

  1. The idea of a gangbang excites me as well. I’ve played with 5 guys one time, with another woman present. It was hot. I’d certainly do it again.

    I dislike gags very much. It was a hard limit until we found one in the shape of a dog bone that fits well and doesn’t make me freak out.

    Good girl… Those can be the absolute best two words to hear. They just have to come from the right person. I often find it kind of condescending when the wrong people say it to me. They expect it to be magic.

    I recently had a conversation with someone about golden showers. He asked my limits and that was the first thing I said. After a nice discussion I realized it wasn’t the golden shower itself so much as it going into my eyes or mouth that bothered me. When I look at it as an act of him marking his territory it doesn’t seem so terrible after all.

    Stella
    Xx

  2. I first learnt about golden showers, of a sort, in the anonymous Victorian novella Lovely Nights of Young Girls when I was sixteen. At least one of the women (maybe two of them?) urinated into her lover of the moment’s mouth. The guy on the receiving end spat it out after savoring the taste for a little while.

  3. I think a gang bang is probably safer as a fantasy, sure you can use a safe word, but unless you know and trust the other people well, is there any real guarantee they will actually stop?
    Debbie

  4. Some things maybe better remains a fantasy, Rebel.. Gangbangs, well maybe nice in fantasy but not up in our alley. We like to keep our play private where my Wanita has faith in me I will not break her limits, and other people mean other troubles… My opinion, of course if other people think different, be my guest…
    Gags, I love. Just to keep her from talking sometimes, LOL. Nah, the drooling is very sexy often as well.
    Good girl, I always say I am proud of you, instead of Good Girl, other words, same meaning.
    Golden showers, well we have no hangups on this issue either. Water sports made some very exciting plays.

    Wonderful post, as ever,
    Han

  5. Some fantasies are meant to stay in your head, others need to be explored. Have to admit, enjoyed this post very much, my mind did as did other parts of me

  6. You have some very cool and very dark fantasies… Would I like to be part of a group of men gangbanging you? Perhaps. Would I like to watch my girl being gangbanged. Perhaps. But I think my perhaps will always stay just a fantasy.
    On the other hand, I like it when my girl pees for me….

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