Two Fantasies

fantasyFood for thought Friday is back, and this time there question is all about fantasies. Actually, it’s three questions:

Do you have a sexual fantasy that you would be embarrassed or ashamed to tell anyone about?

Is it a complete fantasy or would you like it to actually happen in real life, if you had the chance?

Are you brave enough to share it here with us?

 

To be honest, I don’t think I have fantasies that I am ashamed about. I have pretty much learned to talk to Master T about my fantasies, especially of the things I would still want to experience. To be honest, our life is so very interesting that there is nothing specific I long for.

There are two things I still want to do, two things that have always been fantasies, but that haven’t happened quite yet. Those two are: double penetration and a gang bang. Years ago I would have been ashamed to tell anyone about these two fantasies, but I guess with the blog and Master T coaching me to talk more about my desires, I have stopped feeling the shame.

What I do feel when I talk about those two fantasies is a bit of shyness. When Master T prods me to talk about my fantasies, I feel shy, blush, don’t find the words and sometimes keep quiet. However, he prods me to talk about it, to admit what I like. Mostly I do, with a smile or a giggle and always with a blush.

The two fantasies I mentioned are double penetration and a gang bang. Yes, I would want both of those to happen in real life. I want to experience both. Fun thing is, the chances of it really happening is getting bigger.

The thought of being penetrated by two cocks at the same time excites me. It makes me feel warm inside, it makes me long for it to happen. At the same time there’s also an element of ‘fear’ as I wonder if I would be able to handle it. I know I can handle it, but I am worried about the moment that it actually happens. What if I cannot handle it at that very moment? What if I make a mess? What if the men who penetrate me don’t like it?

There’s a variation on the ‘double penetration’ theme. I sometimes wonder how it would feel to be penetrated by a man and a woman with a strap-on at the same time.

Then, the gang bang. If you think that I’m nervous about the double penetration, you should feel my heart race when I think of a gang bang. The thought of being the only woman in a room with more than two men (preferably a minimum of four – yes, I have demands), totally excites and frightens me. I really, really, really want to experience a gang bang and I know every day it’s getting more possible to happen. And the more possible it gets, the more my nerves play up. But, a very good friend (and he will be part of the gang bang) has put my mind at ease about this recently. It doesn’t make me less nervous, but it took away some of my fears.

To answer the three questions:

Do you have a sexual fantasy that you would be embarrassed or ashamed to tell anyone about?

 

I am not ashamed to tell anyone about it, but I do feel shy to talk about it.

Is it a complete fantasy or would you like it to actually happen in real life, if you had the chance?

 

I don’t think out a complete fantasy. I try not to fill in the details, but leave it to happen when it happens. And yes, I really want both of these to happen in real life.

Are you brave enough to share it here with us?

 

I just did…

Maybe 2016 will be the year in which both these fantasies will become reality!

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6 thoughts on “Two Fantasies

  1. Twiglet at hundred acresub says:

    Hey Marie
    What’s the difference between embarrassment and shyness?
    And both of those and the variations turn me on hugely.
    Hugs
    Twigs.

    • Marie Rebelle says:

      Embarrassment for me is closer to humiliation and I don’t like the feeling. However, I might be shy about something, but still like what’s happening to make me shy. Shyness can turn me on, embarrassment not.

  2. Fred Strunk says:

    We Are Thinking Kink When We Read YOUR Blog! You Make US Believe YOU Will Make Kink Happen! SOON! WE Get To Read About It! Thanks!

  3. What a fantastic response Rebel! I hope all your fantasies happen and that they are wonderful experiences for you. I admire your adventurous spirit and fearlessness.

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