Are you at ease being naked? Do you feel more comfortable clothed or unclothed? Can you explain why you feel this way?
From this website and all the images I post here, you may think that I run around naked all the time, but that’s not true. I wish I could be naked more than I am at this moment. My kids will all die if I walk around naked in front of them, so I just don’t do it. When I need to use the loo in the middle of the night, I always put on a nightie for in case one of the kids are up too. Back in the bedroom I take it off again and get into bed – naked. In a hotel, I just love it to be naked when we’re in our room. The more I can walk around naked, the better. It’s freeing!
I am, however, not always comfortable being naked. I tend to have my moments in which I feel horrible and want to hide as much of my full self as I can. Then I hate my scars and my rolls and everything about me. Those are the moments I prefer to be clothed, obviously.
Whenever we have a play date and I know someone is going to see me naked for the first time, I am terribly nervous. I’m afraid they may not like what they see, that I will repulse them. I never photoshop my images so what you see on the images is what you get, but still I’m worried and nervous that people won’t like my body in real life. Sometimes the feeling lingers for the entire date, other times it disappears quickly.
Master T has found a solution for this. He always decides how he will put me on display for the start of a play date. The last couple of times he had seen to it that I wore a lace dress. Of course, lace doesn’t hide much, but it hides just enough to make me feel at ease and worry less about scars, lumps and rolls. Strangely enough, if sometime during a playdate I get to be naked, I don’t mind anymore. I think you can say the hornier I get, the more I enjoy to be naked.
Obviously, there are situations in which I definitely prefer to be clothes. I would never want my colleagues to see me naked and am incredibly thankful that none of them go to the spa, or at least not to the same spa I go to. So yes, with my colleagues I definitely prefer to be clothed. I can’t wait for the time to come that I can walk around naked at home, whenever I want. But, we first have to wait for the kids to go live on their own. Then… freedom!
© Rebel’s Notes
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