Painfully Horny

I love pain. I hate pain. I need pain. I avoid pain. I want pain.

I think it’s clear that I have a love hate relationship with pain. As I sit here, totally calm and content and working on this post, I definitely don’t want pain. Nothing in me is longing for it. If we should engage in impact play now, or Master T would decide to put clamps on my nipples, it will take anything from a couple of minutes to many more for me to ‘get into’ it. I have noticed though that when I am horny, I crave pain. I want it. Mostly I want my nipples to be hurt and sometimes I am even brave enough to ask Master T if I can feel the clamps on my nipples. Most of the time I curse the moment the clamps bite down on my nipples, but, I never ask Him to take them off. Funnily enough I know that when I ask him to put them on my nipples, chances are much bigger that he will agree than when I ask him to take them off.

This photo below is evidence of what I ask for when I’m horny.

Remember when I was masturbating with a lovely toy and didn’t even notice that Master T made a photo? In that same session I asked him for the nipple clamps. My horny feelings were raging through my body like a fire, causing me to stand up and swing the chain on the clamps from left to right and back to feel the bite of the nipple clamps on my sensitive and hard nipples.

I needed the pain.

I wanted the pain.

I love pain.

I am a masochist.

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This image was chosen by beck for her May/June roundup.