“I have thrown out some of the old clothes in my closet,” I said to Master T. as I got a garbage bag from the storage to put all the clothes in.
“Oh?” He said questioningly.
“Yep, it was time for me to face the fact that I will not fit in a size 38 again,” I answered.
“You are hot just the way you are,” He said and I blushed and said something silly as I walked towards Him where He was sitting in His recliner. I got on my knees in front of Him and He hugged me. Then He held me at arm’s length.
“You know I like you just the way you are. I always did.”
“I know,” I said, “I am the one who keeps on making a problem of my weight.”
I hugged Him tightly again and He hugged me back, holding me close.
“There is only one thing that I am not satisfied with,” He said and these words caused me to pull away from Him and look at Him. I wanted to know what He was not satisfied with, but at the same time I was ‘afraid’ of His answer.
“You should have five piercings.”
I did not know whether to laugh or to cry. For a moment there I thought that for the first time ever, He was going to tell me that there is something that He did not like about my body. Ever since I know Him, Master T. has told me that He loves me just the way I am. In the ten years that we are together, He has seen my body weight change from the low sixties (kilograms) to the mid eighties and back down again. When we met, I was somewhere in the seventies. I was relieved that He was still happy with the way I look.
At the same time I felt my pussy go wet and my mind say: NO! The thought of having two more piercings excites me, but it also frightens me. I can still clearly remember the pain when I got my inner labia piercings. I wonder whether I would ever be able to forget the pain and then at the same time I wonder whether I have not exaggerated the pain in my mind. Maybe it’s not as bad as I remember it to be?
Many times before Master T. had told me that He wanted me to have five genital piercings. This is not something that comes as a surprise. In the last month He has mentioned it twice that He wanted to have me pierced twice more. Some months ago, when we spoke about this for the first time, I have told Him that I know for sure that I do not want my outer labia pierced. Reason for this is that I love the look of my pussy and since I don’t know whether it will still be beautiful with piercings in my outer labia, I just don’t want to risk it.
That leaves my inner labia. I think there is enough room for two more piercings. To be clear: one on either side. I have pulled on my inner labia to check whether there is room for more and my opinion is that it could be done. Of course I am not the one who should decide whether it could be done or not. The professionals at the piercing shop should make the decision. If they say it can be done, I guess I will go ahead. Because Master T. wants it. And because I want it too. Even though I am afraid. I want it both because I want to please Him and because I like the idea of two more piercings. But still, the thought of the pain scares me a lot.
I think I should ask Master T. to give me a bit more time to adjust to the idea…
…or maybe He should just unexpectedly take me to the piercing shop so we can have it done…
© Rebel’s Notes
The prompt for this week’s Wicked Wednesday was #change.
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