Day 23: Since you first developed an interest in kink, have your interests/perspectives changed? How so?

Oh yes, my interest and perspective have definitely changed. How?

I. Want. More.

Whenever I read or see how other people live their kinky lifestyles, I feel the need in me for more. I have written blog posts about this before, about how I have my own vision clouded by reading what other people do. How the need in me heightens and I feel I have too little in my D/s relationship. But, I have come to my senses and realized I should not be blinded by others, that I should be happy with what I have and allow our D/s relationship to develop in a natural way.

It’s difficult for me to be patient. I want it all at once. I feel the need in me, the need in me to submit myself to my Husband even more. Sometimes I just want the world to know that I am His… His in a way many people cannot imagine…

Yes, positively so:

I. Want. More.

(written on 28.08.2011)

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